Back in music?
I played a private party Saturday night with a tight and professional band. We were all in suits and played everything from Dave Brubeck to Sinatra to Sly to Parliament. I love playing in bands like that, where everyone is musically literate and knows how to play well.
At any rate, I was pretty nervous leading up to the show. I had a lot of material to learn in a short time, and I am not a jazz guy. Things went well, though, and I got asked to play some more shows. I'm excited by that, and also a little trepidatious. I have competing passions, and waking up at 6AM on the weekends to go riding isn't something that goes well with getting in after 2AM. Still, I can ride during the week, and have plenty of opportunities for exercise. Also, the money will be good, which will be helpful with the remodeling.
That's the rub, though - money. It's been a long time since I've played just for the fun of playing, outside of the house and all. I remember years ago just being inspired to show up for a gig and wanting to play all night. I still do music because I enjoy doing it, but money is definitely a component of that now.
I'm thinking about that because some former bandmates are wanting me to get in on a project. I like playing original music, but like I told them, I am done with shows that start at midnight, rushed load-ins, shitty sound, and the unevenness that comes with playing those venues. I think about doing original music and imagine something more jazz/groove oriented, or something more acoustic with some good harmonies. I'd be happy to get up on stage with my guitar and a mic with someone else, actually - a few hundred pounds of keyboard equipment is something I could do without one night. :)
