Hooray
Hooray, my trip is coming up soon, and I can barely wait. I released a major application today, as well, which is a good feeling.
Still, even on International Talk Like a Pirate Day, I am missing the elation that I would expect to feel, given the above. I'm tired and feel beat up, and I feel like I've been giving a lot more than I've got, which is a shitty feeling to have. It's perilously close to whining and it involves incorrectly adjusted expectations, even if some of those were misleadingly set in the first place.
Still, Scotland will be nice. My friends there are uncomplicated and lots of fun. The scenery will be great. The company will be great.
I'm looking forward to doing some more riding on my bike with the new, taller gearing. I'm also thinking of changing my weights routine, and am going to start hitting Krav 2-3 times a week, as opposed to 1-2.
Really, I just want to get out of the rut I feel I'm in. I think I was a lot happier a few months ago. Hopefully the trip will give me some needed perspective.
